Saturday, November 15, 2008

and my mind works again to 'mugna' something...

They were making their way through the thick crowd. She hates rush hour. She was about to say something to her bestfriend who also finds rush hour as a sucker when the heavens roared with thunder. "Great! this is what we need in such a state! rain...!" Her bestfriend complained. She sighed and is about to agree when she bumped into someone and her heart stopped. If only the moment would stop too.
The crowd is beginning to panic as the sky is slowly pouring down but she is still transfixed into those big brown eyes. Lost and her heart is racing. It seems like an angel descends upon the heavens to brighten her sad day."I'm sorry, are you okay?" the angel speaks. Am I okay? I am more than okay. I am overjoyed i got bumped.. at least by you. She wants to answer but she can't find her voice.
"Ahem. She's okay. She's not hurt can't you see?" her bestfriend answered the guy while pinching her left arm and that was how she finds herself back on earth again. The guy nodded and said "Okay, so we are cool. See yah around!" and the angel left.
Her bestfriend shook her head and said "don't look too deep into those angel eyes.. they could be deceiving." She made a face and said "i looked like a total idiot! I did not even manage to say a word.. he must think I am a complete retard!"
"No. He thinks nothing because he doesn't care. I mean come on, open your eyes. We have been together for four years in this freakin University and not once has he ever looked at you. He doesn't even know you exist at all so if you can try and notice that it is pouring down and we have to hurry up, i would really appreciate it" her bestfriend said.
She sighed and said "you are really harsh.. are you really my bestfriend?" Her bestfriend rolled her eyes out "I think I am, that is why i am talking some sense here because seriously, I don't want to see my pretty, best girl to act like a loser because of some dumb guy"
She laughed and tried to keep up to her bestfriend's pace "he is not dumb. Fate just doesn't bring us closer.. that's why he wasn't able to know me.. but if he will be given a chance to know me better then i am more than sure we could be nice together"
"OMG! You really are getting worse. I think you have no cure. Dream on!" Her bestfriend could not help but poke her lightly.
She just poked her bestfriend back and said "..and that is why I love you so much because we are so different, you don't have faith in love. Really, i will still have my hopes up for that guy." Her bestfriend smiled and answered "goodluck!"
As they continue to make their way out into the wide hallyard of their school, her mind drifted off and she remembers the first time she saw him. It was four years ago on March, first day of school, she was a freshman and the first subject was Calculus. One of the subjects she so detest. Their professor made them introduce themselves one by one and she was so bored. When it was his time to introduce himself, he stood up and turned to face the class and she got hooked. He definitely is not the cutest guy she has seen but he is the first guy who makes her feel like she can't breathe. He does nothing. He just stood there in front introducing himself but she feels like she wants to know him. He doesn't have the perfect face but his eyes express so much that she cannot pull away her gaze and when he looks at her, she caught her breath. And that was it... Since then, he is the only guy she sees. Everyday she encounters cuter guys but they never have that certain effect on her.. only him has given her that.. only him has made her feel this way. "Maybe this is the thing they call as being in love" she wonders......

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